Giffa's Mind

Feeling What?

Goofy — Thu, 13 Jan 2011 15:59:08 +0000

“I’m only up when you’re not down, don’t wanna fly if you’re still on the ground”

Howdy,

How you been, pals? Tired of final exams? Oh well me too, lets cross our fingers and hope for the best. Me? I’ve changed a lot lately, never been better and happier than this, guess why? I have this feeling, the feeling that I’ve been feeling since he came around, can you tell me what this feeling is?

When I’m having a really bad day and hearing his voice on the phone just makes it all go away.
When a mention of his name makes me miss him so much.
When my face glows every time i meet him.
When even the way he laughs and eats fascinate me.
When i can’t stop smiling every time people talk about the two of us.

When i get tingly inside every time i walk through the corridor and some of his mates shout “Tom Tom”.

When i remember him in my prayer.

When i say “yaudah kamu belajar dulu ya, ttyl” though i still wanna talk, cos i don’t wanna ruin his study.

When i’m worried when those girls are looking at him, yes, i’m jealous.

When hours with him seems like seconds.

When days apart from him feels like years.

When seeing him got all wet cos he wanted me to wear the raincoat to keep me from the rain made me cry out loud inside.

When i actually enjoy the moment when he’s teasing me eventhough i’m pissed.
When i want to be the woman who makes him coffee and puts on his tie every morning.
When i have my own nickname for him.
When every time his name pops up in my inbox i smile.
When being with him makes me want to be a better person.
When I think blue and red look so amazing as one.
When everything could go wrong in the world and it’s okay, because he’s there, with me.

I don’t know but I ♥ this feeling .

my super rookie :)

Goofy — Tue, 04 Jan 2011 08:17:10 +0000

.s for your cute smile every time you see me in the rear-view mirror, even you always make fun of my forehead -_-”

.u for that unbelievable trip you’ve done for me, Jakarta for the first time!

.p for that park when it was raining hard and you hold my hand for the first time

.e for how enchanting you are when you’re playing basketball

.r for the root beer we drank together in one big mug

.r for ringing me every night, and you said it’s your vitamin

.o for oh so funny you are! XD

.o for over flirt you do with your words, but i know you mean what you said

.k for the karaoke we did with my mates, and i got hypnotized by your amazing singing voice

.i for irreplaceable you are for me

.e for your epic pantun text i really do love em!

dedicated to Mr. MTR

I Hate.

Goofy — Fri, 22 Oct 2010 07:03:58 +0000

Hey!

I’ve been in Surabaya for about 3 months, but guess what?? I’ve never watched movies in cinema while i’m here huhu so sad, wish someone could ask me out to cinema, maybe you, Sir? ;P

Campus Life

Goofy — Mon, 11 Oct 2010 04:34:25 +0000

Holla Folks! ;D

Wowow it has been ages since my last update, how’s my life now? Yeah i have graduated from high school, and now go to EEPIS, if you know what EEPIS is ;P well it’s a polytechnic in ITS, Surabaya, i take Informatics Technology, well IT student now, start to get used to with C++ and other programs that i have to learn 4 years ahead, amin!

From Jakarta to Surabaya, yeah so many things change, in or outside me, you know what the good in Surabaya is the price of food is so freakin cheap, whoaa im so excited bout that! And Surabaya guys?? Aaa no comment xD Okayokay i have found someone here, oh no he found me instead, he’s my senior the one who caught me came late at the first day in campus :p Lets call him ‘Kurus’ ahaha xD yeah like his name he’s super mega skinny and tall, ohh no please dont imagine your toilet paper as him :L he’s kinda cute (to me) he looks like a dorky with his glasses and his oldies fashion style, he loves to wear loose clothes to cover his bones ahaha xD he might be skinny but he eats like a hungry giant -,- as we usually cal its CACINGAN, no he doesnt suffer from cacingan, lets call it ULARAN xD but the skinny tall guy is match with me, im also skinny but not that tall -,- Well, enough bout si kurus, so far i enjoy living in Surabaya ;D even the weather is so crap, worse than in Jakarta, okayyyy this is it my story, see you later! ;D

Butterfly Fly Away

Goofy — Mon, 11 May 2009 09:02:11 +0000

Butterfly Fly Away

By Miley Cyrus

You tucked me in, turned out the light
Kept me safe and sound at night
Little girls depend on things like that

Brushed my teeth and combed my hair
Had to drive me everywhere
You were always there when I looked back

You had to do it all alone
Make a living, make a home
Must have been as hard as it could be

And when I couldn’t sleep at night
Scared things wouldn’t turn out right
You would hold my hand and sing to me

Caterpillar in the tree
How you wonder who you’ll be
Can’t go far but you can always dream

Wish you may and wish you might
Don’t you worry, hold on tight
I promise you there will come a day
Butterfly fly away

Butterfly fly away, butterfly fly away
Flap your wings now you can’t stay
Take those dreams and make them all come true

Butterfly fly away, butterfly fly away
We’ve been waiting for this day
All along and knowing just what to do
Butterfly, butterfly, butterfly, butterfly fly away

Butterfly fly away
Butterfly fly away

Love this song, reminds me to my lovely mom

First Time.

Goofy — Thu, 16 Apr 2009 13:07:52 +0000

Money isn’t everything, but everything needs money

Alohaa ha ha,

After through 2 tiring days im writing this post. Haha yeah tomorrow for the first time i earn my own money, i was shooting for a honey product from arab (lol) yah i know it sounds cool, BUT… the fact is it was so tiring, for 2 days i wore ridiculous outfit (being the part of green rainbow and a bee.xD), run away, and waiting for long time fiuh. Now i know how hard earn money is ;( i know the fee isnt that big, but the unforgetable experience i got is priceless.

p.s: i got kualat coz of steal my mom’s money, my 200.000 was lost in the studio. DO NOT EVER STEAL especially your mom’s stuff!

bis bald.

It’s not you, It’s me.

Goofy — Tue, 31 Mar 2009 14:35:29 +0000

I don’t care what you think as long as it’s about me, the best of us can find happiness in misery… (FOB)

Selamat malam,

Lama ga update, gue baru blogwalking nih, banyak banget blog-blog yang menginspirasi gue. Yang paling nyantol itu tentang kebebasan. Gue sebel deh kalo ada orang suka komen tentang kejelekan orang padahal dia sendiri belom lebih baik dari orang yang dia komenin. Yang gue sebel lagi gue juga suka komen, padahal gue ga suka dikomen. Egois banget ya. Back to the topic, gue merasa ada sesuatu yang gue ga srek banget dan gue harus rubah, walaupun kalo gue ubah itu pasti banyak orang ngoceh dan komen yang jelek-jelek, but I DO NOT CARE! it ain’t even your business!

Jadi kalo nanti tiba-tiba ada yang berubah dari gue, gue tau itu perubahan yang jelek, tapi beneran deh gue ga minta tanggapan atas perubahan jelek itu, karna itu kan hak gue…

Maaf kalo post kali ini agak emosi haha.

See You. ;D

Just another ordinary day.

Goofy — Thu, 12 Mar 2009 11:25:38 +0000

I know it’s kinda late, but Happy Birthday!

Time flies
When you’re having fun
You wake up
Another year is gone
You’re seventeen

#How old are you? 17

#How long you’ve been 17? a while

#Are you afraid? kinda

Happy 17th Birthday, Giff!

3 Addictive Things.

Goofy — Sun, 08 Mar 2009 00:55:13 +0000

Surfing The Internet

Listening To Music

Watching Movies

You’re so fine, I want you mine, You’re so delicious, I think about you all the time, You’re so addictive!

Bad Day? Oh No. It’s The Worst Day!

Goofy — Mon, 02 Mar 2009 12:38:46 +0000

Cause you had a bad day, You’re taking one down, You sing a sad song just to turn it around… (Daniel Powter)

Bad? arrww WORST!

I got the worst score in math test today, THE WORST!! When the teacher call my name firstly, it was the sign that i got the worst score in class. I’m never this ashamed before, i never got the worst, never… But today, I successfully did it. I hope it will be the first and the last.

Oh please Giff, you must change your lifestyle, from the lazybones to the bookworm, yeah A BOOKWORM!. Come on, wake up!

Cheers to the change!